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ALL (almost) ABOUT OMMEN

About the Ommen

Cautious, like one crossing thin ice,
Hesitant, like one who fears danger,
Modest, like one who is a guest,
Smooth, like melting ice,
Genuine, like unshaped wood,
Empty, like a riverbed,
Opaque, like muddy water

 

 

Just for beginning


Fame or Self: which is dearer?
Self or wealth: which is more valuable?
Profit or loss: which is more painful?

Great love incurs great expense,
And great wealth incurs great theft,
But great contentment incurs no loss.

Therefore:
He who knows when to stop
Does not continue into danger,
And may long endure.


Contentment,Lao Tze

 

AND an old priest said, Speak to us of Religion.
And he said:
Have I spoken this day of aught else?
Is not religion all deeds and all reflection,
And that which is neither deed nor reflection,
but a wonder and a surprise ever
springing in the soul, even while the hands
hew the stone or tend the loom?

Who can separate his faith from his actions,
or his belief from his occupations?

Who can spread his hours before him, saying,
"This for God and this for myself;
This for my soul, and this other for mybody?"

All your hours are wings that beat through space from self to self.

He who wears his morality but as his best garment were better naked.

The wind and the sun will tear no holes in his skin.

And he who defines his conduct by ethics
imprisons his song-bird in a cage.

The freest song comes not through bars and wires.

And he to whom worshiping is a window, to open but also to shut,
has not yet visited the house of his soul whose windows are from dawn to dawn.

Your daily life is your temple and your religion.

Whenever you enter into it take with you your all.

Take the plough and the forge and the mallet and the lute,
The things you have fashioned in necessity or for delight.

For in revery you cannot rise above your
achievements nor fall lower than your failures.

And take with you all men:

For in adoration you cannot fly higher
than their hopes nor humble yourself lower
than their despair.

And if you would know God be not
therefore a solver of riddles.

Rather look about you and you shall see
Him playing with your children.

And look into space; you shall see Him
walking in the cloud, outstretching His arms
in the lightning and descending in rain.

You shall see Him smiling in flowers,
then rising and waving His hands in trees.

KhalliL gIBRaN , THE PROPHET

.....Atas.......


"Buah" 
ada tertulis, ada tujuh emosi dalam diri manusia , inilah uraiannya menurut pemahaman 'seorang Ommen'
[Kemarahan  

[ Kesedihan]

[ Kecemasan  

[Kekaguman

[ Kebencian [ Sukacita  

[ Ketakutan




tentang 'Kemarahan'

Apakah kekuatanku, sehingga aku sanggup bertahan,dan apakah masa depanku sehingga aku harus bersabar?
apakah aku seperti kerasnya batu?apakah tubuhku dari baja?
bukankah manusia harus bergumul di bumi,dan hari harinya seperti orang upahan?
seperti seorang budak yang merindukan naungan,
seperti seorang upahan menantikan gajian,
demikian diberikan padaku bulan yang sia sia
dan ditentukan buatku malam malam penuh kegelisahan
saat kupergi tidur, pikirku : kapankah aku akan bangun?
tetapi malam merentang panjang, dan aku dicekam gelisah, sampai dini hari
apabila kupikir tilamku akan memberi penghiburan
dan tempat pembaringanku akan meringakan keluh kesahku,
maka Kau kagetkan aku dengan impian dan Kau kejutkan aku dengan khayal
diriku dihempaskan, otakku digerogoti dan rasa nyeri menusuk hati
aku berseru minta tolong,tapi tak Kau hiraukan
Engkau kejam kepadaku,
mengangkat aku,Kau lempar dan Kau hancurkan
lalu Engkau akan mencari aku,tetapi aku tidak akan ada lagi
aku jemu, aku tidak ingin hidup selamanya ,
aku berdiri dan menanti,tapi tak Kau hiraukan,
aku menangis, tapi ketika kuharap yang baik,
kejahatanlah yang datang,
ketika kuharap terang, kegelapanlah yang mengisi,
Apakah aku, sehingga Kau anggap aku agung dan Kau perhatikan,
Kau datangi dan Kau uji tiap saat?
dengan sedih,dengan tidak terhibur,aku disini,
menunggu.


(tiada uraian yang lebih tepat
untuk menggambarkan kemarahan
selain yang diambil dari 'Job'.)

 

...Atas...


tentang 'Kesedihan'

bangun pagi,
ada hujan atau suara nyamuk,
sendiri.

malam,riuh di seberang sana, sendirian.

...Atas...


tentang 'Kekaguman'


Berilah aku tinta
agar dapat kulukiskan keindahan senyumnya
dan kuwarnai indah matanya
Berilah aku sayap
agar dapat kutunjukkan padanya
puncak gunung rinduku
dan ujung laut pengharapanku
Jadikanlah aku pujangga
agar dapat kurenungi perasaan ini
dan menuangkannya dalam prasasti
Berilah aku jala
agar dapat kutangkap semua rasa
yang tercipta saat dia mengisi hatiku
Jadikanlah hatinya sarang merpati
agar dapat kukirim pesan
dari debar jantung dan denyut nadi
Biarlah semua itu tumbuh
seperti bunga di pinggir jalan
tiada yang menanam dan merawat
tapi dengan rela menebarkan keindahannya
karena mengerti
bahwa untuk itulah dia hidup

berilah aku kesempatan
untuk menyerahkan semua ini padanya
dibingkai keberanian
dihiasi ketulusan
dilapisi oleh perasaan
dan dibungkus dengan perkataan :
"aku cinta padamu"

 ... Kembali ke Atas...


tentang 'Kecemasan'

Psalm 77


For Jeduthun, the choir director: A psalm of Asaph.

1 I cry out to God without holding back.
Oh, that God would listen to me!
2 When I was in deep trouble,
I searched for the Lord.
All night long I pray, with hands lifted toward heaven, pleading.
There can be no joy for me until he acts.
3 I think of God, and I moan,

overwhelmed with longing for his help.
4 You don't let me sleep.
I am too distressed even to pray!
5 I think of the good old days, long since ended,
6 when my nights were filled with joyful songs.
I search my soul and think about the difference now.
7 Has the Lord rejected me forever?
Will he never again show me favor?
8 Is his unfailing love gone forever?
Have his promises permanently failed?
9 Has God forgotten to be kind?

Has he slammed the door on his compassion?

10 And I said, "This is my fate,
that the blessings of the Most High have changed to hatred."
11 I recall all you have done, O LORD;
I remember your wonderful deeds of long ago.
12 They are constantly in my thoughts.
I cannot stop thinking about them.
13 O God, your ways are holy.
Is there any god as mighty as you?
14 You are the God of miracles and wonders!
You demonstrate your awesome power among the nations.
15 You have redeemed your people by your strength,

the descendants of Jacob and of Joseph by your might.
16 When the Red Sea[1]saw you, O God,
its waters looked and trembled!
The sea quaked to its very depths.
17 The clouds poured down their rain;
the thunder rolled and crackled in the sky.
Your arrows of lightning flashed.
18 Your thunder roared from the whirlwind;
the lightning lit up the world!
The earth trembled and shook.
19 Your road led through the sea,
your pathway through the mighty waters--
a pathway no one knew was there!
20 You led your people along that road like a flock of sheep,
with Moses and Aaron as their shepherds.

...Atas...



tentang 'Kebencian'

tiba tiba,
tanpa sebab...
runtuh dan bangun
buyar lagi

...Atas...


tentang 'Suka cita'


Ada tertulis :
Aku meminta kekuatan supaya aku berhasil
Ia membuat aku lemah supaya aku taat
aku meminta kesehatan supaya aku dapat melakukan hal-hal yang lebih besar
aku diberi kasih karunia supaya aku dapat melakukan hal-hal yang lebih baik
aku meminta kekayaan supaya aku bahagia
aku diberi kemiskinan supaya aku menjadi bijaksana
aku meminta kekuasaan supaya aku mendapat pujian dari sesama
aku diberi kelemahan supaya aku merasa perlunya Tuhan
aku meminta segala sesuatu supaya aku dapat menikmati kehidupan ini
aku diberi kehidupan supaya aku dapat menikmati segala sesuatu

Mengapa
saat aku mengira aku tidak berteman Engkau dekat
aku kesepian Engkau menjamahku
saat kupikir diriku hebat,
kau perlihatkan bagian terlemah dalam diriku : egoku
bahkan saat aku tidak bisa makan
kau beri aku berkat
......
saat aku takut,
saat keyakinan akan ketidakmampuan begitu besar
saat kurasa impianku menjadi sandunganku
campur tanganMu,ke'Ada'anMu;
selalu membuatku tunduk...malu....bahkan hampir kumenangis

Apakah ini yang disebut kurang matang?
karena seharusnya ada percaya sepenuhnya
atau itu bagian dari keIlahianNya
yang terlepas dari milik
yang membuat kita harus mengaku
karena saat itulah nyata benar penyertaanNya?

"Aku tidak menerima satupun dari apa yang aku minta dan aku harapkan,
namun doaku sudah dijawab

...Atas...


tentang 'Ketakutan'


Jesus,jesus
all my trouble
all my pain
will leave ...me ....once again
all my trouble
all my pain
will leave ...me....once again

...Atas...